We’re not as protected from the cold here as we are in Canadian houses. Even the most modern of conveniences fail to disguise the age of our homes. My mail slot practically whistles to the tune of the omnipresent wind I’ve almost grown used to. My toes have been increasingly reluctant to leave the warmth of our bed in the mornings, and when I stand on the pier waiting for the 7.46 boat I am typically triple-wrapped to protect myself from the sideways pelting rain.
We just wrapped up three big parties over three days and I’ve spent the afternoon in my pajamas, apologizing to my liver. I think I’m in denial about having to be ready for our trip home in a few short days. Particularly the part about packing for both sun and snow. What I’d like to do is fill my suitcase with books and only the clothes I’m in. Sadly, that’s not an option.
I still haven’t wrapped my head around the fact that Christmas is just about here. It feels like five minutes ago I was heating bottles and sleeping next to a Moses basket. I can’t help but wonder what 2009 will bring. Admittedly, I’m not quite the optimist I used to be.
In the meantime, I plan on wrapping myself in the warm safety of quality time with the friends and family I miss so constantly.
And I can’t wait to see the snow.

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December 15, 2008 at 2:50 am
EWiller
It’s so funny how much colder I was in the UK, as opposed to living in -5 to -25 regularly here in Ontario.
Wishing you peace, and nothing but good for 2009.
December 15, 2008 at 7:30 am
sweetsalty kate
happy christmas Jen, and merry once you get here. I’m hoping that this time next year, you’ll remember a 2009 that brought you light.
xo
December 15, 2008 at 5:55 pm
Dynamita
I totally agree with you. I can’t believe how un-prepared London is for the weather, considering it’s been this cold and rainy for centuries. You would think they have gotten good at it! But it seems they just do the bare minimum to survive. Oh well, woolen socks and thick duvets, right?
I hope you have a lovely holiday!
December 17, 2008 at 2:09 am
Julie
Safe travels, Jen! I with you all the best for 2009
December 18, 2008 at 4:08 am
Bon
i’m struck – or stricken, maybe – by how bizarre this must all be, this arrival of holidays you thought would be so different. even having done my own version of the same, it’s not the same, never the same for any of us. i am so sorry Sadie is not here to go home with you.
but i am glad you’ll be here in the frozen, well-insulated new world, for a bit…and i too hope 2009 brings light and some joy.
December 20, 2008 at 3:34 am
Julia
Here’s to warmth, light, and joy. Even if only in small increments. I hope the New World overperforms even your wildests, and that 2009 does the same…
December 20, 2008 at 9:46 am
Sundry
Same wish to you as Kate so eloquently expressed above. Hope you have a peaceful holiday.
December 31, 2008 at 3:18 am
Lauren
I hope your Holiday was all you needed it to be. Here’s to the hope and promise of a New Year.
February 19, 2009 at 9:40 pm
Connie Davis
I am thinking about you for tomorrow. I know it is going to be an even tougher day than usual. *hugs*
March 3, 2009 at 2:49 am
Kelly
Have just been thinking of you and hope your heart is healing.
August 11, 2009 at 11:23 am
Ali
Just been thinking of you..often..
I am sending healing prayers towards you..
I hope you are ok, and I miss reading your blogs